RoboticPurple

I planted a flower sometime last February And sadly it died temporarily But now just about a month ago it's grown Up to the sky, up past my knees And to tell the truth I'v never been so happy Things still break and fall Around both you and me but oh darling Everything becomes so much more easy When i know you're right here with me My heart beats just so I fall softly, dropping so quickly Like the heavy snow from the trees Like my chest when i breathe Like the blood pumping just underneath In the arteries, veins, and capillaries Warmth defrosts what was once so freezing The warmth that is the words i love to hear you say They dance on my e

   It's the faceless eye that watches. No emotion, it just watches. Stares unendingly right through me. If I sneeze it watches my face contort and it shows others how stupid I look. How week I am when I slip or fall. How flat my face is from the side, how round it is from the wrong angle.   Each imperfection, misstep and flaw in terrifying clarity. Far all to see, right into me. A window blowing down all my walls to show how oh every single little thing riddles me. A window to see into oh every emotion I hide.   It reminds me of how I look from another eye. I despise its honesty, its all seeing eye that highlights my deepest insecurities.

I didn't know when And I didn't know why But what I did know Is I saw goodbye in his eyes

Help me help me Help me out, I'm not quite sure Where am I now?

It's a kind of fear And I don't know where it comes from; Gnawing at my innards Grinding away at my insides Tangling my intestines Racing with my heart Spinning round my mind Stirring up my blood My Tongue is all twisted I don't know where to start I'm shaking, my balance has shifted I quake to the core at the hands of this sickness I'll try to get the words out if you'll just listen